Thursday, June 11

unspoken secret ; 8:03:00 PM ♫

Hmmm... Abit emo today?
Especially after chatting with love. sigh... Everything is changing, everyone is drifting away.
Whats the definition of friend? Whats the definition of love?
I really dont get it. Thats why i rather not go close, those feelings are tormenting.
Somethings are meant to be kept and not said. I prefer keeping things to myself.
I seriously hate polylife, erm, not to be so extreme, just dont like... so so much conflicts? But i just have to endure for 3 more years.
When times i feeling like i need someone to talk to or some company, i realise there is no one i can confide to, no shoulder to lean on. And peirong you are wrong. You said that at least i got someone to love, i would rather be isolated.
Somehow i wish that i can move to somewhere where no one knows me, and lead my own life.
Someone said that i am like an empty shell, happy at the outside, but totally feelingless inside, right maria? Haha...
I feel like i got a lot to tell, but i dont know how, just to keep in to myself and suffocate myself.
I miss those times... ...

I am afraid of loneliness, but i dont show it. so lost...

take away love & our earth is a tomb