Wednesday, November 10
unspoken secret ; 9:13:00 PM ♫
This whole week's classes ended late, sian. Needa start doing my ICAs already.
Had lunch at Manhattan Fish Market. Then caught Due Date with Ivan at the cathay, quite funny. Went shopping for awhile, then headed home.
Things havent been going smooth recently, a lot of things have been running through my mind. There are a few times i really have the urge to end it, but thinking back, we gone through tough times, will be a waste if I just gave up here. But things ain't improving still. To me, all you think about is yourself, things have changed. We are stubborn, always not giving in to eachother, the next moment we can just forget about what happened but the problems still exist. To you, everything has to be fair, have to be compared, the worst is it is happening between the two of us. I tried my best to pretend I am alright, not to mention whatever I am unhappy about, but my anger just gave way. It is very hard and tiring to maintain this kind of relationship, I thought you will feel the same way too.
take away love & our earth is a tomb
